Finishing up my thoughts

I'm going to finish up my thoughts from yesterday, actually the day before yesterday.

So basically I have been doubting myself. I have been wandering if I will be strong enough to do this type of work. I worry whether or not I will get too attached. I worry if I will remain objective or not. I have already told them that I will not be able to handle any cases where it involves a child the same age as Rhianna. I just feel that I wouldn't be able to remain objective in those cases. I worry about a ton of other things as well. If I get called to testify in court, I worry that I might mess it up completely by saying the wrong thing, etc.. So the list goes on.
The good thing I guess is that the two coordinators feel that I will be a really good guardian. So that makes me feel a little better.

So all the worries basically boils down to: I need to have more faith
I have to believe that God will give me the strength. Then I will be capable of doing what needs to be done.
Having blind faith when going into the unknown is always hard.
I have to have faith in God, and know that everything is going to be o.k.
I don't know the purpose. Let me say, I don't know what difference I will make as a Guardian yet.
I know I was moved me to do this. I just now have to have the faith and know that God knows how it will end.
He also knows why I need to do this, and that is enough.